jail bait

FUCK YER! As you can probably tell I got off my charges very lightly!! I got 72 hours community service and that was only for the two charges I plead guilty to. Ash came through; she turned up to court and testified against Kojo. The best part was, she didn’t want anything out of it, she didn’t even want the root she originally wanted for the recording, she thought about is and decided that she wont do it for something, she would do it because it was the right thing to do (of course Kojo threatening to kill her as she walked up to the stand helped a bit).  After the court case I realised how much I treasure my life and those around me, I realised how much I love Brooke and how much my parents mean to me, I think I’ll stop giving them a hard time now.

Thanks for all that stood by me and believed that I had nothing to do with it. I’ll let you know how I’m feeling in a few days time but for now I’ve got to move the rest of my shit into my new house, yes, I moved out and I’m living with Brooke and her best mate Katie and Katie’s boyfriend Shane. We’re like one big happy family.

Have a good one guys. =]

Today is the day I go to court. If I get off my charges I will write a part two when I get home but for now the order of things I have to do are:

·         Get dressed and presentable

·         Make sure I have my interview tapes and summons

·         Make sure I still have the recording from Ash (the Pakky slut)

·         Go pick Brooke up

·          Go to court

I don’t think anyone realises how stressed I am at the moment. I don’t know what to do, do I freak out? Do I stay calm? Do I worry about what might happen and get my self worked up for nothing? Or do stop, think and make the most of the last half an hour that I might spend with Brooke for the next 3-5 years?

If I don’t come back from this I’d just like to say.

Goodbye everyone, thank you for being there to all of my friends and family, everyone reading this and everyone who supports me and listened to what I have to say. I love you baby and ill miss you if anything does happen. Have a good one all, party hard, drive fast and live it up.

The week before court I went and met up with this chick. I listened to this recording and found out it was very useful. It had everything I needed on it to get me off all of the charges, although I still had my end of the deal to get over and done with I was so happy that I could get off this, I had nothing to worry about nothing at all, I could spend the rest of how ever long with Brooke and not have to worry about loosing her when I go to jail or anything. When I showed my lawyers the recording they said that just the recording wont do anything for my case I need the person that recorded it to testify against him. this fucked my plan royally! she wanted a root just for me to get my hands on the recording imagine what she is going to want if I ask her top testify!!! ” I cant do it” I told my lawyer, “there is no way I can get her to appear in court” the lawyer just shook her head “well that is the only way the judge will take this into any consideration. The words YOU’RE FUCKED kept going through my head… all I could think of was loosing Brooke and my Family and my mates, what could I do???

I got a call before from a little Pakky slut saying if you help me ill help you. At first I had no clue what she was on about but I was curious so I asked and she goes “if you do something for me I’ll help you get rid of Kojo.” hmm what is she on about? you ask… yer I thought the exact same thing considering Kojo went into hiding and tried to run until the toggies found him and threw him into lock up almost instantly… but I listened and she said “I have a recording on my phone of Kojo admitting to everything that happened; It says that he did it all and no one had anything to do with it, all you were doing was picking him up.” My eyes lit up with hope but then I remembered who I was talking to, so I asked her if she was bullshitting or not and she said no. I asked her what she wants me to do for her and all she said was “I haven’t had sex since I was going out with Kojo”. instantly I knew what she wanted. My first reaction was why the fuck does she want to root me, the second thing that went through my head was what would Brooke say? she knows I wouldn’t touch her with a ten foot pole but she still had the guts to ask…. what’s her problem?????? I considered it of course coz yer it can help me but I’ll have to give it a bit more thought. hmmm intriguing.

Looking at my summons right and I notice that my court date is the 15th of April its alright considering this happened a while ago but hey what can you do? Even though it’s going to get adjourned  I still have to show up so the judge can extend my bail oh yer did I mention I’m out on bail? so I told Brooke that ill be out by 9:30 10:00 ‘cos it will only take like 20min to do all of that then I promised id call her on my way back.. OOPS I forgot to call her. she was at school worrying, panicking and freaking out all because I forgot to call her. I was too happy that I didn’t get locked up there and then to call anyone. so when I did call her I apologised, sucked up her ass so she wasn’t shitty at me and then sat her down and asked her something. “Babe,” I said. “would you come to court with me?” she looked at me stunned “why?” she asked me in the voice she gets when she is scared or worried. “what if they lock me up? what if that is the last time I ever see you?” “I want you to be there” I said just so if they do lock me up I can get one last look at you.” she started getting teary… not the reaction i was after when ever I mention court she get all teary and thinks of the worst. so now I don’t like talking to her about anything to do with court I just kind of keep it to myself and bottle  up what ever emotion I have about it because I don’t want to worry her or annoy my parents.

To stay and get locked up or run and be free?

 Where would I run to you ask? Well before this all happened I wanted to move to Perth and work in the mines to earn more money and get my loan payed off a lot quicker, then I stopped thinking that because I don’t want to leave Brooke but now that this has happened it is sounding really good again, what if one day after work just pack up and leave, I’ll get Brooke from school of course and then we will just go, we will drive to Perth and live there, she can get a job in an accounting firm and I can work in the mines.. It’s sounding really good but I’d better think a bit more about it before I do anything drastic ay?Pros would be:

• No having to worry about Kojo
• No having to worry about toggies
• No having to worry bout my parents hating me
• No having to worry about all the rumours

Cons would be:

• No job Guaranteed
• No family
• No money
• I have a loan I have to pay off but I cant do that with out a job
• No where to live

Questions I should consider:

• Will Brooke come with me?
• Where will we live?
• Will she be happy over there?
• Will I be happy over there?
• Can we both live with out our friends and family?

Well now that I have rethought the situation in the time it took me to do that pro, con thing… I realise that my family and my girlfriend mean too much to me. I can’t do it… but wait what if I ask her to run away with me? reckon she will? I don’t, she is still at school and is only 17 I don’t think her parents would appreciate her running away with a criminal. But what if? nah that wont work…. may swell give up ay? either way I’m gonna loose her. I love you baby.

 I called Brooke, told her what happened, she went into panic mode and told me she knew this would happen and kept asking why did I go? why didn’t I just stay with her and finish the movie? and then it clicked, she got over her anger and she started crying… she wasnt sure if i would go to jail and have to leave her or if Kojo would stop being a lying little rat and admit that it was all him and that i had nothing to do with it.

What were my parent’s reactions? well…I think sort of expected it…. definitely disappointed, pissed off and wanting to kick me out so they didn’t have to worry about it but then they realised I need them … I need them to be supportive and help me think of a way out of this but at the moment I don’t think they even want me around so ill give them a few weeks and see how it goes.

I was sitting in this interview room since 2 o’clock this morning toggies were getting my statement and writing up a list of shit they reckon they could dick me for…. they came up with a good one, 9 charges, I wasn’t even there and they reckon they can they can get me on 9 charges they’re dreamin’. ill plead guilty to two of them the only two I had anything to do with. (the night before we got arrested I went and flogged two jerry cans full of fuel) but don’t worry I brang them back, gave them the cash for the fuel and an apology so alls good there. any way so I finally got out of the cop shop and it was about 3:30- 4 o’clock, obviously I was fucked so I went home and went to bed. 7 o’clock the same morning what wakes me up? Fuckin coppers that’s who not even four hours sleep and they’re after me again but this time they decided to pull me out of bed, wake my whole family up and piss my mother off to the point of kicking me out. THREE MORE FUCKING CHARGES!! this is shit what ever that little rat Kojo is tellin him they believe him; they don’t give two shits bout what I have to say they just keep adding ‘em. After all this statement and interrogation shit I finally get out and it’s lunch time, I haven’t eaten, I haven’t slept and I need to see Brooke, I’m going insane with out her.

4:30 in the god damn morning… 4:30, that’s what time I have to get my arse out of bed every morning!!! Its crap. I get up to go to work, freeze my arse off all day and move plaster board. Ok, so up I got like usual got in my car, drove to work there were toggies every where  its probably not good that I’m driving with no licence ay? Work was the same as everyday… boring… haha except for Noddy running around butt naked again playing with a chainsaw he had found..NOT GOOD. Any way finished work and then went to pick the Mrs up from school. We went back to her house to watch a movie and then half way through my phone rang it happened to be Kojo, the story behind this kid is we have done some pretty stupid shit together before and we’re still mates so got to look out for him. So, I did what he asked me to do and went and picked him up; on the phone he sounded kind of seedy and Brooke (the Mrs) said it wasn’t a good idea to go get him but me being me I did….BIG MISTAKE!!! Turns out Kojo had just done a burg in Doveton and destroyed a factory with an excavator, he didn’t tell me this though. So when the toggies arrested us in a servo I obviously had no idea why.